Category: Attitude

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Unresolved Issues

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Wouldn’t you rather just avoid unresolved issues? Bringing them up can feel like we’re asking for a fight. However, unresolved issues that have caused wounds tend to raise their ugly head when new conflicts arise yet if we can keep our minds focussed on the current conflict, resolve to that issue comes much more quickly. Until past wounds have healed those memories will, more than likely, arise causing pain, uncertainty and unneceesary turmoil over current issues.

I recently took care of a 4 year old issue. I know, that’s crazy – I’m a relationship coach! But I do happen to be human. It wasn’t that I’d meant to stuff it. At first it was too painful to talk about. Every time I tried I’d end up in tears and then get flustered and couldn’t make my points and he’d get mad because we  had a good and loving relationship so he thought we should have been able to move on -and I agreed. So I stuffed it.

Years past and it didn’t rear it’s ugly head anymore – except when it did. I was going to say it was only because current circumstances seemed to mimic what had happened. I wasn’t mad but the pain felt a little raw so I’m sure hormones and other factors also played into it. Fortunately, being a relationship coach, I did realize that trying talk through it when I was feeling the pain was a terrible idea, so I waited for an opportune time. To him it seemed odd. We hadn’t dug up old stuff in years – we just don’t do that because we’ve forgiven and given most things a proper burial.
But this one thing . . .

So, one evening when we were dreaming together I caught myself backing up very quickly because a wave of fear swept over me and I knew it was the right time to bring it up.

Another thing I’ve learned is that prefacing sensitive conversations with the intention helps tremendously so I told him I needed to talk about something before I could dream freely. I told him I wanted to be confident that we could move into this new phase of life on the same page and know for certain that we would work through differences by communicating openly. I let him know that my intention for the conversation was to give me the security and confidence I needed for us to have the best relationship possible. While he still wasn’t excited to have the conversation he understood the importance. 

It wasn’t an easy conversation but by prefacing it with my intention and expressing how I was hurt rather than accusing him we were able to work through it pretty quickly. Funny thing is, there wasn’t a lot of forgiving to do. Just hearing how he viewed what had happened acknowledging both his part and mine gave me the assurance that we were on the same page. Finally it could be laid to rest permanently.

No couple will ever agree on everything and there may always be sadness around some issues, but wounds that fester and are buried do not die quickly. These memories hurt our relationship. They need to be laid to rest properly and permanently. It takes two mature people who love each other deeply and are committed to a good and growing relationship to tend to old wounds. If you’re not there, don’t rush it. The last thing you want is more damage done. 

One way to test the waters to see if your relationship mature enough to handle tending to old wounds is to preface your conversation with your pure motives and see how it flies. 

For me, I knew that I couldn’t dream about certain things with him or entertain ideas that were even remotely close to looking like the situation that our unresolved issued was around. I was afraid that a nightmare would creep in and steel the dream again. I wanted us to acknowledge that without intentionality it could happen again. And I wanted assurance that we would be make our relationship more important than the dream.

A demand for a confession or forgiveness is never helpful, so don’t go there even if that is what you think you need. Instead ask yourself, what is the benefit I want from talking about this issue? And proceed with confidence and sensitivity. Another day may be a better choice. Choosing your time wisely will help ensure the outcome you desire.

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It’s Not My Fault!

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He must be an only child!

The thought comes naturally. What child doesn’t say ‘he did it’ or ‘she made me’ when they get caught? Shifting blame is one escape and one lie that we’ve all justified at one time or another.

It’s a deception we buy into without even realizing it.

One key to knowing if you’re playing into the blame game is being conscious of when you think or say things like,  “If they didn’t ___________ then I wouldn’t _____________. ”

We feel a lot better about ourselves if we can put the onus of why we did something we wish we hadn’t done on someone else. For example “I’m always late to work because my daughter isn’t a morning person and I can’t get her in the car on time.” Or, “If my wife wasn’t such a nag I might actually do some of the things on the honey do list.”  Or, “I know I’m negative, but you would be too if you worked in the environment I work in.”

Or maybe you blame your past on who you are today. I love the NCIS episode where Callen asks the young man in trouble “so how many foster homes were you in?” and he says “nine” Callen responds compassionately and says “yeah it is rough – I was in 37.”

As adults we have the opportunity to choose how we will live,  what we will think and what we will do and say. Someone should really claim responsibility for this great quote, “Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you respond to it.”

Blame comes naturally. Taking responsibility does not. It seems to a child, and to us when we are not conscious of what we are doing, that shifting blame protects us. If we claim innocence we look good. Wrong! Think about the people in your circles that you most admire. My guess is not that they are perfect or claim to be perfect. My guess is that they are the folks who live life to the fullest, make mistakes and get back up again. They are the people who do their best realizing that sometimes things are truly out of their control but they take responsibility for who they are, what they do and what they say. They are empowered people.

It can be a little scary to own up to things. I think most of us are categorically blamers. We take responsibility for most stuff but there are some areas we don’t. I don’t think of myself as a blamer, but I have to admit to a few areas that are just hard! I’m rethinking as I write this how I will make different choices in the future.

I realize from past experience how empowering it is to take responsibility. It has empowered me to forgive myself and move forward with a renewed spirit and renewed energy. I hope you will take time to rethink how you might be shifting blame so that you too can make different choices, be empowered to forgive and find freedom. It’s worth it!

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Infected by Other’s Bad Moods?

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It’s crazy to think about. Whether at the office, at home, or even at a social event, one person’s demeanor often sets the tone and determines the atmosphere for all.

When the strongest personality or one in authority is struck with negativity, their bad mood can be like a super bug.  It is likely to infect everyone they come in contact with and the recovery process can be terribly difficult. It takes some super supplements to ward off the infection! I wish there were a pill that gave us mood immunity, but it takes a lot more effort than popping a pill!  

I never liked the word ‘boundaries.’ For some reason it had a negative connotation in my mind, until I realized that it was my lack of them that was causing me to have low immunity to other’s moods. Now that I’ve accepted that they are necessary, I like to think of them like the outer walls and foundation of a structure. Before anyone creates boundaries for themselves it’s a good idea to think about, and plan what they want it (their life) to look like just as you would do if you were building a building. If a responsible builder knows he is in an earthquake zone he plans accordingly. If I know that a family member, co-worker or friend has been smitten with the bad mood bug I must plan accordingly.

One of the main pieces of the frame of my life has been a determination to build it in such a way that it is unshakable. Like an earthquake proof building I’ve withstood most of the storms of life, but there’s been more damage that needed repair by people in bad moods than I’d like! Bad mood immunity is one type of storm that, for me, takes constant reinforcement. I’ve had to figure out what kinds of supplements keep my boundaries strong. It’s taken effort and perseverance to figure out what I need.

If your immune system is weak when it comes to being in contact with people in bad moods, I challenge you to do the work. Figure out which boundaries need strengthening and then get yourself the right supplements to keep them strong.

Fortunately the Bad Mood bug is NOT a super bug. The antidote has just not been discovered by all.

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Feeling Robbed, Cheated or Deprived of Precious Time?

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Negative thinking creeps in fast especially when we feel robbed, cheated or deprived. But allowing this feeling to persist only weakens us and makes us more vulnerable to the attack of the thief!

While some people struggle because of demanding work schedules, others feel robbed because they are compelled to deal with situations and circumstances not of their choosing. Still others feel cheated because of needy people.

Deciding how you want to spend your time is the first step to fighting the time bandits. This can be a tricky and heady conversation. Heady in the sense that it may be one “Tending to upset the mind or balance of the senses.”

For many giving creedence to what they can’t control and taking responsiblity of their own values, responses, actions and feelings is tough. If you are not clear on these, that is the first place to start. Assuming you already have a good grasp on that, this simple process helps fight the time bandit and bring victory.

Unlike physical robbery, the thief can only steal a days worth of time, or a days worth of peace. It may take more than a day to get your security system in order, but with a little research and proper installation/utilization, he won’t keep stealing for long!

3 Steps for Combatting The Time Bandit
1.Determine what is causing the feeling of loss. Ask “what specifically has the thief stolen?” Write everything down.

2.Consider what security you currently have in place to keep the bandit from stealing again? He will return, so what is it you will put in place to deter him? If you don’t know, where will you start your research? ADT, Front Point and Home Depot all have good options for securing your home. It’s time to explore the options for securing your heart. Much better to lose your possessions than waste your life feeling robbed, cheated or deprived.

3. After determining your security system look back at #1 to be sure you’ve covered all your bases. Then get to work installing the security system for your heart.

I’d love to hear your stories! Please take a minute and comment here.

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Make The Most of Opportunities – Priorities & Planning

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“Make the most of every opportunity” is something that rings in my ears frequently and the volume has been way up lately!

Our eldest son just graduated from college and, as all parents do, I thought “where has the time gone”? A question I ask often.
 
I don’t want to get to the end of my life and feel like it just slipped away.
Old people always say things like ‘take time to smell the roses,’  but we’re encouraged to set goals, be focussed and work hard to attain them. The questions is, how do we do both?

When I fly by the seat of my pants I usually get a lot done (I am very task oriented) but flying by the seat of my pants makes it more difficult for me to be completely ‘present’ because my brain wonders what I ‘should’ be doing.  As you may know I hate that word ‘should,’ so it really irritates me when I realize I am shoulding on myself. 

My AhHa was realizing why a little planning helps me be fully present. . . It allows me to make the most of the present opportunity rather than thinking about what I could or should be doing. 

**Daily planning when spawned from goals can be good, but all too often when I focus only on this, I accomplish a lot toward those goals but still feel empty. Living a more fully integrated life has helped me meet goals and feel a sense of fulfillment. By including my core values and deepest desires in my planning I am able to attain both.  Centering only on the doings of life like career planning causes a feeling of emptiness and as though I’ve missed the roses along the way.  I have zero desire to reach my career goals yet when I reach retirement, or worse, my death bed, to look back and feel like life slipped away. So I’m into prevention!

Intentionally planning to have meaningful relationships and trying to remember to cherish each moment helps me plan more wisely and makes me more conscientious about time management. I plan to take time each day for those I love, although I must say, I struggle to make time for long distance relationships. I’m not so good at making room for the stuff of life either, like the daily tasks of laundry, cooking and such, but even those become less mundane when I look at the bigger picture. The stuff of life moves from being an obstacle or hindrance to an opportunity, but believe me, I still have tons of room to grow!

What I know is that by taking time each evening to be purposeful in my planning I am more likely to make the most of every opportunity. A few of my most recent opportunities have included joining my husband in yard work, listening to one my youngest sons new ideas (I have no idea what he was talking about but I am interested in him so I listened and tried to learn about being a DJ), helping clean a house so some young men could get their deposit back, making graduation announcements, working on my next speaking engagement etc…. They are all opportunities and I want to make the most of them.  I’ve found that if I cheerfully help clean up the yard, chatting and connecting with my husband in the process, even though I forgot to actually smell the roses, it doesn’t matter. These opportunities are the roses of life. When I dread them, they’re more like a thorn bush. When I choose to embrace them as opportunities, I enjoy them, like the scent of a rose.